I am afraid of marriage (fear of infidelity)?

You need to sort out the hurt you recieved from your parents issues. Then have faith that there is that one person out there for you! If it makes you feel any better, I am absolutely in love with and devoted to my husband and our kids. I have never cheated and neither has he. Yes, times have got rough, we've fought, been down to our last dollar, but we stayed by each other and never gave up. So if he got me, why can't you find a good faithful wife too?? Have Faith.