Am I touching myself right?

Ok as crazy as this sounds I have seen porn but iv never really fingered myself until my bf talked me into doing it and I finger myself like I used to see in the porn videos and I came but its more like I'm peeing and i. Don't really get a pleasure feeling from it it just feels like I had to pee and after I came I didn't have to pee I'm new at this so it's all like okkk am I doing this right??? I just don't want for him to finger me and me *** and it be like totally weird cuz there's something terribly wrong with me please help Im really freaking out NO RUDE COMENTS PLEASE